In just a few minutes, the last day of my free life will be over, and the day where I will move out and have no scanner will begin. In less than eight hours, I'm going to college, to work 480 hours over the summer to pay for my room and board on campus. ;A; The worst part? I still haven't decided for certain what I'm going to do. All of the potential careers I'm interested in are kind of whimsical and useless in a recession. (Writer, journalist, teacher, counselor, graphic artist...) Yeah.
HAVE I EVER MENTIONED THAT I FAIL AT LIFE?
FFFF, anyway, so I'm thinking of trying to decode my tablet (which is tiny, hates me, and has pressure sensitivity that rarely ever works) and using that to draw with. Maybe the college has a scanner.
HOLY ASKLDJASGHKSODFIVKNSKFNSDO my life is overrrrrr...
I'm so horribly lazy. Being busy kills my brain and drives me batty. And the college requires incoming students to work all year long, and it will pay their tuition. Which I need so very much. BUT GACK. It's going to be busy.
Excuse me while I have a few mental breakdowns in advance. *sobsob*
I am so unprepared for this.
AND MY SISTER. She's sixteen, by the way. She's going to college, too. And she has chosen to pursue a career in nursing. Where she'll actually make money. I suck.
/FAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL
I-I warned you about the self-pity.
Yeah. Shutting up now.
OHHAI. I like the mood icon below. I'm the yellow one. :3
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I'll consider myself successful when I can buy all of Blair Waldorf's headbands.
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Thank you. ;^;
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You don't fail >_> And the careers you mentioned are not useless. For example, being a graphic designer is very useful and needy nowadays, with all the massive visual bomb on publicity and etc. At least in my country there is a lot of calling for graphic designers o_o (as I started college a few months ago and I'm in an art school, because I want to live of art). But yeah... is safely to choose a career you know you would save you life and be steady with instead XD
Ahhhhh I hope you get the time to draw something *kicks tablet* ;;
Cheers Roseille, I know you will go on :333
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"I don't understand a word you're saying, Asta. But if you're swearing, please remember that I am a clergyman...!"
~~Abel Nightroad, English dub of Trinity Blood, Ep. 11: "From the Empire"
I understand all of this as a Philosophy student and wanna be!teacher/researcher/writer. But I made the choices I made because I knew that, otherwise, I would have been unhappy for the rest of my life.
Sure, money is necessary to live, but I think struggling and fighting to become and do what you actually want is alright: if you have enough money to live decently, but can't pursue your dreams (as cheesy as it may sound), will you be happy then?
As long as you *love* something, following the path you chose, as difficult as it can be, will be always better than having an easy life devoid of joy and/or self-satisfaction.
One thing is letting yourself go, using the excuse of being 'creative' or 'too different' to do nothing at all, another thing is being wonderfully talented (which is your case, definitely) and wanting to live following these inclinations--being yourself.
It's alright if you wonder and wonder and wonder, it's alright if you're a bit scared--it happens to everyone, at least once in their life. Still, as long as you know you can be happy with the path you will choose, you will know you've made the right choice.
Belive in yourself!
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